Rainy days

The weather has been rather unpredictable these days, perhaps it's the world coming to an torturous end. Anyway, the rainy and wet weather has set in inside of me and making me a little emo. Many things just set into my mind and starting to whirl and images, memories, thoughts just start to come into focus.

When you start to grow up, your thinking grows too. You change your mindset and your perspective at viewing things. Your taste for things change. Your attitude towards things and people change. Everything will start to evolve and change, be it better or worse. It's really weird though. Sometimes when you wanted something so bad, it'll never comes it's way and one day it'll just pop out of nowhere and you are caught unprepared. I find my life monotonous, home school and home unlike some, they are free to go out and party or hang out with their friends. I somehow wanted to break-free yet afraid of moving out of my comfort zone.

Seriously, I don't even know what's the point I'm trying to bring across while typing. Will update some sensical stuffs soon.
Loved and take care.